I'll be better when I'm older.

Idk why, but I feel for some reason, I’m going to get back everything I once lost. Whether it be my best friend, my boyfriend, my self esteem, my confidence. & it doesn’t neccesarily mean its going to be the exact same people I lost that i get back, or how I felt. It just means I’m going to get it back Whether I find a best friend, or a lover in a different person. Or gradually grow greater confidence than I originally had before I lost it. So I guess you can say that’s why I don’t really stress on things because I feel im going to one day get all that back. It could be the same people, or it could not. It’s in Gods hands.

So, I guess we are who we are for alot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.